I'm alive, but I'm barely breathing.

How's this week for you?


This week has been mad hectic for me, never-ending tests which I always end up screwing even though I've studied 'till 2 a.m the night before.


Stupid flow of non-stop emotions which I'm not able to control. Everything about .. seems to be so ...


I'll side track a lil : Joshua Koh, if you read this on your iphone in canada, I wanna say that I miss you loads. You seem to be one of the few people who can take my drama & tell me off when I'm wrong/ acting like some spoiltbrat/ drama mama. Its funny how people always think that we're together, but only the both of us knows how special this friendship is to one another.


Okay back to what I was blogging about.


My body seems to be conveying a message like " STOP! I'm too tired! Sleep earlier will you? Hello, we need time to heal, its not like you don't know all these, you take Biology for goodness sake! "


Sigh, I'm still comparing S & myself. Can't help feeling inferior. Insanely inferior.



Maybe someday, someone will love me just because I'm me, Juliana Tan.


x;